Yesterday, we did talk, but really short and it's a bit nonsense. Anyway, glad to be able to talk to him. I was quite surprised that he said that he was left in office because they were afraid that he is too efficient until all the works are finished by himself alone! Did he read my blog? I'm curious to know but feel uneasy to ask and find out.
Well, today is the third day of getting back the my Miss Ang's job files. I did do clear the querries in every job but this plantation file is really a headache for me, and it's frustrated that she's highly dissatisfied with my work. She said all that I have done which is just following the last year's example is ok for me, but when coming to new things, I will face problems. This what she said to me and advised me to take extra time to learn and get the file cleared as soon as possible. I'm so sad and helpless. She directed me to ask for guidance from the seniors but instead, I ask from myself. I want to prove myself I'm not that poor. Can I succeed this time? Or it's another mistake again? God, Please HELP me to find out the answers!!!
Thursday, 14 July 2011
Tuesday, 12 July 2011
13 July 2011
I just have the feeling that the annual trip won't get its way through. First and foremost, I am not joining. hehe....just kidding. But yes, I crossed out my box on the "Not Joining" column. Initially, it's my suggestion to go to Bangkok and the rest of them chose Cebu, Phillipine and even Mabu Island and even National Park with the Tawau staffs. Anyway, I just have the feeling our president won't be so generous to join, even for his own sake only. He.....is so stingy and arrogant and.......much more........I just couldn't stand working with him. But sometimes, he does show his humour, in a way that it's quite a joke.
Well, I think even there's one trip, "he" couldn't join too. Sad.........and today, I thought we won't be able to talk but by surprise he was following us but again.........so funny, my senior said it's better we made our way back to office since there's not much work for me to follow up and since there's lots of files waiting for me to clear........Oh My Gosh.........really just for a while we talked.
Well, am I that cold enough that I won't feel anything? Am I that seems to be a steel? I don't know. Let's wait and see. And how is my work going on? Short comment: In A Mess!! But I was happy last night I got a call from my brother to write on a thesis for one subject. It naturally means that there will be $500 updated in my bank account but my brother said it's best that I could only use less than 50 hours to do it, which is really in a constraint because I'm really got stucked here in my jobs but at last I agreed to help in doing the thesis. Ganbatte Kudasai!!! I know that I'm still not at the bottleneck yet though it seems to be at.
Well, I think even there's one trip, "he" couldn't join too. Sad.........and today, I thought we won't be able to talk but by surprise he was following us but again.........so funny, my senior said it's better we made our way back to office since there's not much work for me to follow up and since there's lots of files waiting for me to clear........Oh My Gosh.........really just for a while we talked.
Well, am I that cold enough that I won't feel anything? Am I that seems to be a steel? I don't know. Let's wait and see. And how is my work going on? Short comment: In A Mess!! But I was happy last night I got a call from my brother to write on a thesis for one subject. It naturally means that there will be $500 updated in my bank account but my brother said it's best that I could only use less than 50 hours to do it, which is really in a constraint because I'm really got stucked here in my jobs but at last I agreed to help in doing the thesis. Ganbatte Kudasai!!! I know that I'm still not at the bottleneck yet though it seems to be at.
Sunday, 10 July 2011
Proposed Annual Trip
As I listened what was talked by my colleagues about the coming annual trip, I was shocked also, because I thought there won't be an annual trip, and even there is one, only travel locally. By surprise, I quickly opened up my mail and saw that the trip is to Bangkok, which I proposed once long time ago, and it's revived again! The annual trip costs for over RM1K, damned too much it seems to be! And very sad, I thought the trip could be made earlier and not November......It means I'll miss something......
Hard to explain what kind of feeling is this......probably I'm the only one who knows what is going on and the other one won't even know what it is all about. I thought I will be happy over this trip but not really, instead, a bit of pathetique......
By the way, Sister Wieland also sent me something which is amusable, it's crabs. I just love to eat crabs, they are especially juicy and nice. And plus one sentence there, going to Oregon for vacation? Yes, I would just like to say I'm doing whatever possible to save money to go to anywhere I want to go to, and also that's what I replied Sister Wieland. I wish she could see my determination to go over to their country. And at the same time, I would just say I wish to place my head on somebody's shoulder, and be like a baby forever. But who really cares? Except my family members and Heavenly Father, and my dear Brother Jesus.
Hard to explain what kind of feeling is this......probably I'm the only one who knows what is going on and the other one won't even know what it is all about. I thought I will be happy over this trip but not really, instead, a bit of pathetique......
By the way, Sister Wieland also sent me something which is amusable, it's crabs. I just love to eat crabs, they are especially juicy and nice. And plus one sentence there, going to Oregon for vacation? Yes, I would just like to say I'm doing whatever possible to save money to go to anywhere I want to go to, and also that's what I replied Sister Wieland. I wish she could see my determination to go over to their country. And at the same time, I would just say I wish to place my head on somebody's shoulder, and be like a baby forever. But who really cares? Except my family members and Heavenly Father, and my dear Brother Jesus.
Friday, 8 July 2011
Transformer Night
Well, the guys in my committee decided to organise a movie night, of course without my consent, expected since the last dispute. Of course they would choose the movie of their choice and who I am? Only a nut in the bottle. Ok, that's fine with me. Since that incident, I really don't want to involve in their decision making matters, but so well that I also admitted my mistake of not doing the best I could. The movie was suggested when several of us were doing audit outside, but the good thing is I really enjoyed working there, because there were just somebody who willing to talk and laugh with me.
Anyway, I did follow this activity. Of course, I will not ever waste my RM6 contribution every month to the club. The movie was Transformer the 3rd. It's an action pact movie with lots of uncensored parts and which were not suitable for underaged, I think. But, fine, as the most important thing is to keep our thoughts clean and stable. It's not like Kungfu Panda that could relate to us the direct and pure love in the family, in which I've cried in the cinema. This movie, most of the time, I've been so dozing-off and I think mostly because of tired doing my work during the daytime =( Well, the entire night, I've been laughing loudly, but not like the Malay colleagues by my side who have been laughing and teasing loudly because of the uncensored parts. Well, at least for a standard LDS, I will not choose to do that.
My lovely Teo Chew colleague gave me rides to and fro, so I wouldn't have to worry about transport. And I got the chance to know her brother and sister. They just look like Korean people and my colleague told me that her brother is quite extrovert, and I could see that because he could just walk away with someone who is not familiar to him. That's great because he could make so many friends but I think that the bad thing is that he will be easily influenced by any kinds of factor, whether it is bad or good. Well, I would be happy if he could be guided by his family members so that he won't turn bad later in the future, because there is already plenty of bad guys just like what was illustrated in the movie and the result could be very serious. People and animal, even to an invention should stand at an equal horizon but because one or more characters wants to stand out from the rest that it will cause chaos at last, and the impact is snowballed.
The last thing, did I transform?
Anyway, I did follow this activity. Of course, I will not ever waste my RM6 contribution every month to the club. The movie was Transformer the 3rd. It's an action pact movie with lots of uncensored parts and which were not suitable for underaged, I think. But, fine, as the most important thing is to keep our thoughts clean and stable. It's not like Kungfu Panda that could relate to us the direct and pure love in the family, in which I've cried in the cinema. This movie, most of the time, I've been so dozing-off and I think mostly because of tired doing my work during the daytime =( Well, the entire night, I've been laughing loudly, but not like the Malay colleagues by my side who have been laughing and teasing loudly because of the uncensored parts. Well, at least for a standard LDS, I will not choose to do that.
My lovely Teo Chew colleague gave me rides to and fro, so I wouldn't have to worry about transport. And I got the chance to know her brother and sister. They just look like Korean people and my colleague told me that her brother is quite extrovert, and I could see that because he could just walk away with someone who is not familiar to him. That's great because he could make so many friends but I think that the bad thing is that he will be easily influenced by any kinds of factor, whether it is bad or good. Well, I would be happy if he could be guided by his family members so that he won't turn bad later in the future, because there is already plenty of bad guys just like what was illustrated in the movie and the result could be very serious. People and animal, even to an invention should stand at an equal horizon but because one or more characters wants to stand out from the rest that it will cause chaos at last, and the impact is snowballed.
The last thing, did I transform?
Thursday, 7 July 2011
YHH Days
The audit work on this company is a long rally games for several of us, especially me and my permanent colleague, Chui Joo. And from there, we've become even closer =) I really don't know how much more hours I can charge on this company but it seems we have arrived at the bottleneck, and it is not only one or two, but several, and our senior got to do the consolidation. I know she's very PRO!! And of course I do admire and respect her very much, as she is just like mhy sister, teacher, scanner and everything you name it.
Everyday, my female colleague would drive us, sometimes 4 of us and sometimes 3 of us, to the client office to do the audit and almost without fail, she's our driver and this drove her lazy and fed up of doing so everyday because she grumbled a lot. She's quite Korean-oriented person, as can tell from the way she dresses herself, her bag, her songs in the car and the way she talks. And me, rather Japanese. hehehe.....Fortunately, I got the chance to listen and save lots of Korean pop songs from her, to be appreciated during my work =)
And I think we had lots and lots of enjoyable time working together, not that we had shared a lot of good ideas but we talked and enjoyed so much on talking and adding each other in the Facebook. These past three weeks, for me, is just like having vacation everyday. So, I really don't know if I have made a lot of mistakes during working. Lets wait and see......In this audit I got the chance to work with the brother of my permanent colleague and the sister of my old classmate. So coincidentally that all these people, I do know a bit of their backgrounds, of course this is espceially for the sister of my old classmate. She's just so cute and adorable, not like her sister who is a bit of bigger size, she's just like an underaged baby doll who work in one of the Big 4. hahaha......And my female permanent colleague cum driver in these trips, she's a Teo Chew, which is 100%, unlike me. She's fair-looked girl and is quite adorable also, but not like a doll. She studies in Curtin and I thought this school must has been all the while delivering quality teachings, but.......really out of my expectation, it's all overturn. Not like my uni, all of them are just like having vacation everyday and not strict at all. I think that's how I'm quite knowledgeable among my peers. I think if I had studied in that uni, I would have excelled.
And another who followed us to the field audit is a Malay girl who is very independent in everything. And she's highly efficient, I think she doesn't like to assist anybody and would like to outshine herself through handling job on her own. That'what told me very earlier on. She's been working for 2 years in audit and yet she was still given with dormant jobs and she's highly dissatisfied. But at the end of the day, she just assisted us for one day because I was afraid she's not happy with the works she was doing and better to release her early.
And came the last, which is of much to be discussed. He's brother to my permanent colleague and he's still a trainee. This guy, he has a very outstanding body shape, which is one to be admired by girls! And, his work is also notably efficient, just like the Malay girl, but his work is much of logic, compared to hers and may be that's why she's so efficient all these whiles. His look, I can say is quite handsome too. Haha......I even told one of the staffs in the client office that he's a good looking person. And, the way he drives just like a middle-aged person, slow like a snail but........he turned to be faster when he only had to give me rides. That's weird! Well, we talked a lot, not like the comments the other people gave who do not really know him. He's cute too, and quite baby faced, just like her sister. I wonder why he's not satisfied with his body shape......
And I think yesterday was the last day I have to go down there to work and the rest of the days, I will do my own jobs and I have to say Goodbye to these sweet hours =(
Everyday, my female colleague would drive us, sometimes 4 of us and sometimes 3 of us, to the client office to do the audit and almost without fail, she's our driver and this drove her lazy and fed up of doing so everyday because she grumbled a lot. She's quite Korean-oriented person, as can tell from the way she dresses herself, her bag, her songs in the car and the way she talks. And me, rather Japanese. hehehe.....Fortunately, I got the chance to listen and save lots of Korean pop songs from her, to be appreciated during my work =)
And I think we had lots and lots of enjoyable time working together, not that we had shared a lot of good ideas but we talked and enjoyed so much on talking and adding each other in the Facebook. These past three weeks, for me, is just like having vacation everyday. So, I really don't know if I have made a lot of mistakes during working. Lets wait and see......In this audit I got the chance to work with the brother of my permanent colleague and the sister of my old classmate. So coincidentally that all these people, I do know a bit of their backgrounds, of course this is espceially for the sister of my old classmate. She's just so cute and adorable, not like her sister who is a bit of bigger size, she's just like an underaged baby doll who work in one of the Big 4. hahaha......And my female permanent colleague cum driver in these trips, she's a Teo Chew, which is 100%, unlike me. She's fair-looked girl and is quite adorable also, but not like a doll. She studies in Curtin and I thought this school must has been all the while delivering quality teachings, but.......really out of my expectation, it's all overturn. Not like my uni, all of them are just like having vacation everyday and not strict at all. I think that's how I'm quite knowledgeable among my peers. I think if I had studied in that uni, I would have excelled.
And another who followed us to the field audit is a Malay girl who is very independent in everything. And she's highly efficient, I think she doesn't like to assist anybody and would like to outshine herself through handling job on her own. That'what told me very earlier on. She's been working for 2 years in audit and yet she was still given with dormant jobs and she's highly dissatisfied. But at the end of the day, she just assisted us for one day because I was afraid she's not happy with the works she was doing and better to release her early.
And came the last, which is of much to be discussed. He's brother to my permanent colleague and he's still a trainee. This guy, he has a very outstanding body shape, which is one to be admired by girls! And, his work is also notably efficient, just like the Malay girl, but his work is much of logic, compared to hers and may be that's why she's so efficient all these whiles. His look, I can say is quite handsome too. Haha......I even told one of the staffs in the client office that he's a good looking person. And, the way he drives just like a middle-aged person, slow like a snail but........he turned to be faster when he only had to give me rides. That's weird! Well, we talked a lot, not like the comments the other people gave who do not really know him. He's cute too, and quite baby faced, just like her sister. I wonder why he's not satisfied with his body shape......
And I think yesterday was the last day I have to go down there to work and the rest of the days, I will do my own jobs and I have to say Goodbye to these sweet hours =(
Thursday, 30 June 2011
~ Tiring Week ~
Today is Friday, which means I don't have to work so tough. From last week onwards, I have been following my senior to go audit a supermarket cum hotel company. I was not given mot much work to do, but yet doing so slow like a snail. It made me so tired on such pace. I want to do it faster but there's always something blocking me from going forward.
It was last week, and fortunately I was not like the others being ambused, I was told to perform stocktake, one is on 30th and one is 1st of July. Before that, I almost forgot that I had to call clients before going over. But of course calling clients is not the first step. I made the code opened first and took the last year files for her to view and comment. For always, I'm always expecting something new from Miss Sung, my audit manager. She told me to do the sampling plan first to get the number of items to be checked. I hope I have done it right to reduce the chance of being reprimanded. For another job, I emailed my engagement forms to another manager for her to review. Luckily she noticed my email and checked it, if not it would naturally mean that I won't be able to charge my time cost into this job and by that time, I would be complained by my senior of trying to charge over cost over her job =(
Then the next challenge is calling clients one by one before the days I went stocktake. One of the clients, though like offended by my words, willing to pick me up and fetching me back to office, Thanks God. Even my senior also impressed on how I could convince them to provide transport. Hehehe.......Thanks God once again!! But another one, they didn't able to provide any transport but merely a bottle of water. hehe.....better than none =) This time, my time cost shows a little improvement because I didn't take so much time as in the past to do the stockcount. That's a Good one, I supposed. And next, at night I'm planning to go for the branch social as invited by Sister Wieland and Brother Choon Sun. Then, after coming back home later, I will have to prepare my lesson on Sunday for the youth and also practice my fingers a bit for the piano lesson. Then, Saturday, I got to follow my sister to the island for the fishing activity, otherwise she will not join it. Wow, and the last is prepare a bit on my jobs for the next week, maybe to reduce some time cost and improve the efficiency? Just don't know......My eyes can hardly sustain......God, please help as I'm planning to improve more, I'm planning to give tithing also ~
It was last week, and fortunately I was not like the others being ambused, I was told to perform stocktake, one is on 30th and one is 1st of July. Before that, I almost forgot that I had to call clients before going over. But of course calling clients is not the first step. I made the code opened first and took the last year files for her to view and comment. For always, I'm always expecting something new from Miss Sung, my audit manager. She told me to do the sampling plan first to get the number of items to be checked. I hope I have done it right to reduce the chance of being reprimanded. For another job, I emailed my engagement forms to another manager for her to review. Luckily she noticed my email and checked it, if not it would naturally mean that I won't be able to charge my time cost into this job and by that time, I would be complained by my senior of trying to charge over cost over her job =(
Then the next challenge is calling clients one by one before the days I went stocktake. One of the clients, though like offended by my words, willing to pick me up and fetching me back to office, Thanks God. Even my senior also impressed on how I could convince them to provide transport. Hehehe.......Thanks God once again!! But another one, they didn't able to provide any transport but merely a bottle of water. hehe.....better than none =) This time, my time cost shows a little improvement because I didn't take so much time as in the past to do the stockcount. That's a Good one, I supposed. And next, at night I'm planning to go for the branch social as invited by Sister Wieland and Brother Choon Sun. Then, after coming back home later, I will have to prepare my lesson on Sunday for the youth and also practice my fingers a bit for the piano lesson. Then, Saturday, I got to follow my sister to the island for the fishing activity, otherwise she will not join it. Wow, and the last is prepare a bit on my jobs for the next week, maybe to reduce some time cost and improve the efficiency? Just don't know......My eyes can hardly sustain......God, please help as I'm planning to improve more, I'm planning to give tithing also ~
Thursday, 9 June 2011
Paper, Manager, Client, Family War
It's a matter of fighting, not really physically but involves a great deal of mental war. It's a tiny pay and yet it is so challenging. Our minds have to be especially clear on what we are doing at all the time. That's the work of an auditor! It's a curse and I learnt this word from University course, the Greyhound and this is a very sensitive dog. Its sensing power is so great that even a very tiny bag of drugs can be detected. And obviously we are equated to Greyhound by the people in surrounding us. For very small mistake, it could have snowball effect that will bring to a great adverse effect!! Thus, the blame is always on our wrongdoing, our poor focusing power and what not. I feel relieved when in a day client won't call me, manager won't chase after my files and partner won't tell me anything which is not nice.
Reaching home, I got to face a gloomy and evil face of my sister. She has turned into a cold lady, even colder than the winter time in Moscow, it's more than negative 500 degree celsius!! She's almost as bloodless as a dracula!! Everything that we talked to her were either not reponded or replied with a rude way of speaking. This is already a different character in her, just like Mr. Hyde!! I knew in myself, or assumed to know something that she has fallen in love with one guy which is hard to reach? I myself actually knew this much earlier on but kept quiet as ehm ehm....I myself do like him too but think that our relationship is hard to be defined as I think that he doesn't like me as his lover? Very complicated mind. I need to put my thought at rest. It has been a great struggling going on in my mind all these while. I've turned old because of this!! I think this might be the first time I have such kinds of feeling......He has always tried to treat me just like his own sister and is that exceeding the border if I had that kinds of special feeling on him? Am I too evil to think about this? Or better just let it bygone be bygone.....as written by famous writer william Shakespear.
All these things have blended together to form my great stress. I'm not even doing on a big job, why can't I do them better, so that these group of people are impressed with my performance? From primary school onwards, I had been nominated as a model student. There's no way teachers and principal could find out my deficiency. Somehow and not expected, my life now at work is totally the other way round! I was totally blown off! The only simplest way I could relieve myself is to attach myself to my most beloved. He is readily available for me to sooth my temper and down feeling, except if the line tangled on his neck! Haha.....so, I'm so proud to be a pretty classical lady =)
Today is already Friday. So, I won't expect myself to be able to write anything not until next Monday. And Firday means I will have to prepare my sunday school class. I haven't checked what topic I'm going to teach but will try my best to improve by each lesson being delivered. Hopefully it is helping me to work towards a better me and to be ready of any challenge in the future, of course including mission that I'm planning now =)
Reaching home, I got to face a gloomy and evil face of my sister. She has turned into a cold lady, even colder than the winter time in Moscow, it's more than negative 500 degree celsius!! She's almost as bloodless as a dracula!! Everything that we talked to her were either not reponded or replied with a rude way of speaking. This is already a different character in her, just like Mr. Hyde!! I knew in myself, or assumed to know something that she has fallen in love with one guy which is hard to reach? I myself actually knew this much earlier on but kept quiet as ehm ehm....I myself do like him too but think that our relationship is hard to be defined as I think that he doesn't like me as his lover? Very complicated mind. I need to put my thought at rest. It has been a great struggling going on in my mind all these while. I've turned old because of this!! I think this might be the first time I have such kinds of feeling......He has always tried to treat me just like his own sister and is that exceeding the border if I had that kinds of special feeling on him? Am I too evil to think about this? Or better just let it bygone be bygone.....as written by famous writer william Shakespear.
All these things have blended together to form my great stress. I'm not even doing on a big job, why can't I do them better, so that these group of people are impressed with my performance? From primary school onwards, I had been nominated as a model student. There's no way teachers and principal could find out my deficiency. Somehow and not expected, my life now at work is totally the other way round! I was totally blown off! The only simplest way I could relieve myself is to attach myself to my most beloved. He is readily available for me to sooth my temper and down feeling, except if the line tangled on his neck! Haha.....so, I'm so proud to be a pretty classical lady =)
Today is already Friday. So, I won't expect myself to be able to write anything not until next Monday. And Firday means I will have to prepare my sunday school class. I haven't checked what topic I'm going to teach but will try my best to improve by each lesson being delivered. Hopefully it is helping me to work towards a better me and to be ready of any challenge in the future, of course including mission that I'm planning now =)
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